Which Ananias are You?

IMG_4102And the high priest Ananias commanded them that stood by him to smite him on the mouth Acts 23:2

This story is about 3 men named Ananias. While that seems a curious name and no one I ever knew has had it; in New Testament times it appears to have been quite common. These three men all went to the same church more or less at least once a year at the time of the high holy days. The first Ananias we meet is the most religious and important of all. He was the high priest in Jerusalem at the time of the Apostle Paul’s trial. The government of his day was quite corrupt and the high priestly position was likely rotated around by the Roman government to various wealthy pseudo-religious community leaders to curry favor with the ruling class. These were the type which Jesus was always in conflict with. It didn’t matter much to these leaders how many good works, miracles or wonderful teachings that Jesus did; they were primarily concerned to hold on to their power. Sadly while they had a great opportunity to learn about the God they proclaimed loudly that they were serving, they actually had no interest in anything that lay beyond their traditional religious exercises.

 But Peter said, Ananias, why hath Satan filled thine heart to lie to the Holy Ghost, and to keep back part of the price of the land? Acts 5:3

p1020288Our second Ananias seemed like a wonderful new church member. He came with his wife, got saved and baptized and showed up one day with a large offering. The only problem with this second Ananias is that though he outwardly accepted the Lordship of Jesus Christ and wanted to be a Christian, he also wanted money and the praise of others. He wished to be seen as giving sacrificially when in reality he kept back for himself the best part of his offering. His offense may seem minor but God was not looking at how bad he looked to other people. God was looking at Ananias’ heart. In his heart he had chosen to lie to God, in order to gain the praise of men. In the end he discovered that the only person he had fooled was himself. How sad to have taken a step closer to Jesus than the first Ananias but to still turn away because he chose the values of this world over what is truly valuable to God.

But hang on because there is good news. Not one of us needs to end up like these first two! There is a third Ananias who all of us can become like today. august-28-2008-010

And there was a certain disciple at Damascus, named Ananias; and to him said the Lord in a vision, Ananias. And he said, Behold, I am here, Lord! Acts 9:10

This third Ananias was not a powerful leader, nor a wealthy man with lands he could sell. In fact the only thing we know of Ananias is that he listened to God and did what He said even when it went against everything that he had heard. This relatively simple disciple had the great honor and privilege of leading the Apostle Paul in a prayer of faith and forgiveness and then having him baptized! After this we never hear of Ananias again but everywhere that Paul went, a little bit of Ananias’ ministry went along. Paul’s first mentor was not another Apostle, nor a prophet or great theologian in the early church. His mentor and example was Ananias who led Him to Christ and then disappeared from the public view. So we should ask ourselves today: which Ananias do we want to be. Will we battle to hold on to all we possess? Will we compromise what we know is right to have others give us praise? Or will we accept what God has called us to do and who he has called us to be so that even when everyone else has forgotten; we will find that He has written our names in His book of life?

A Seat at the Table Part Two

Then He turned to the woman and said to Simon, “Do you see this woman? I entered your house; you gave Me no water for My feet, but she has washed My feet with her tears and wiped them with the hair of her head. You gave Me no kiss, but this woman has not ceased to kiss My feet since the time I came in. You did not anoint My head with oil, but this woman has anointed My feet with fragrant oil. Therefore I say to you, her sins, which are many, are forgiven, for she loved much. But to whom little is forgiven, the same loves little.”  Then He said to her, “Your sins are forgiven.”  And those who sat at the table with Him began to say to themselves, “Who is this who even forgives sins?” Then He said to the woman, “Your faith has saved you. Go in peace.” Luke 7:44-50

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The woman went to Simon’s house because she wanted to see Jesus

She didn’t care what Simon and his friends might think. She didn’t want to miss her chance to be with Jesus. Simon had missed the opportunity of a lifetime. He had so much but he gave so little

She knew that she might never have the chance again so even though she had so little yet she gave so much!

 

She wasn’t embarrassed or in a hurry. There was nothing more important on her schedule that day. While Simon probably couldn’t wait for her worship to end, she lavished the final drops of perfume on Jesus’ feet. Inwardly Simon criticized both her and Jesus because he never saw his own need. But this very special lady knew that forgiveness and grace weren’t just ideas to understand but gifts she desperately needed to receive!

 

Yet worship is more than despair at our condition, it is the expression of faith that no matter how big our sin: God’s mercy is bigger! May her story be ours – Sinned much- Repented much-Forgiven much- Loved much!

Autumn’s Humble Blush

p1020438The hydrangea blushes pink in this brief quiet lull between the August dog days and the January snow drifts. Autumn is this silent moment when we can glance over our shoulders and remember county fairs, family weddings,  grandkids birthdays and church suppers. How was your year? Did you run through every open door? Were you patient during times of testing ? Did you speak a kind word when it could make a difference? Have we any of us stopped to pray each time the Spirit called with a gentle tap on our spiritual shoulders?

This reflective moment is like the prayer before receiving the cup and the bread. It is an assessment of where we have been and where we need to go. This is the time to ask for our hearts to be cleansed and ready for God’s season of change. In the Autumn moment comes  the pink blush of humility to our souls. Then the ears of our hearts can stand on tiptoe to listen to the God who listens to our every honest prayer. He is longing to speak a word. Let’s give Him our own quiet ears to hear…

For thus says the One who is high and lifted up, who inhabits eternity, whose name is Holy: “I dwell in the high and holy place, and also with him who is of a contrite and lowly spirit, to revive the spirit of the lowly, and to revive the heart of the contrite Isaiah 57:15